08/02/2024
Thank you for checking up on me in regards to my recent post. It was a cryptic poem about addiction.
Just wanted to reassure you that Iโm doing okay, there is no need to worry.
Something Iโve discovered is that expressing myself fully has been a journey, and lately, Iโve found comfort in using social media as a creative outlet to show different facets of myself, happy, sad, sexy, not so sexy, inspired, uninspired and in between whether through words or visuals.
Life is not always picture-perfect, and I donโt want to fool you or myself into thinking that it is. I also donโt want to dim my light so I can be neutral for your comfort.
Vulnerability is extremely challenging to practice, especially when you have a business tied to your name.
It adds an extra layer of complexity and can be mentally challenging.
But I donโt want to be afraid of opening up anymore~ itโs a work in progress. As much as I can, I want to show up in ways I am comfortable with when these moments arise because itโs all part of the journey.
I want to take you along without the faรงade of always being on top of my s**t or being a great mum etc. #. Coz Iโm not! Iโm also a bad mum at times, a badass most times ๐lol but more so i just want to have a good time, have a laugh and connect coz I'm a lonely gal at heart- not in sad way. It's just the way I am, i private but i am open to share and like all mothers i do my best. Thatโs all ๐ซถ๐ฝ