10/21/2026
For years, I said yes to everything.
That's what the film industry teaches you. There is no "I can't do that." There's just figure it out, make it work, show up, and keep moving. I carried that into my business and honestly thought it was the only way to operate.
Then I was sitting across from an architect over coffee in Nelson. He'd asked me to assist him on a project , which I was completely flattered by , and somewhere in that conversation I found myself confiding in him. About the imposter syndrome. About feeling like I needed to know absolutely everything before I could call myself anything.
About not being sure what to even call myself, being more of a school-of-life decorator than a formally trained one.
He just looked at me and said, "You don't have to know everything. It's OK to say I don't do that."
Something shifted.
Not long after that conversation, I finally put up the sign I'd been sitting on. A custom decal applied to the glass of my little pink door at 422 , Laurel T. Colins, Interior Decorator.
Inspired by Rachel Ashwell's store in Santa Monica, and just... waiting for me to add my title. Because who was I to say that out loud?
Turns out, I was exactly who I said I was.
(The door is still pink, by the way. It's a barbershop now.) đź©·
I still catch myself slipping. The yes reflex doesn't disappear overnight, especially when you've spent decades being the person who figures it out no matter what. But that conversation gave me permission to stop trying to be everything to everyone, and instead show up as the specific thing I actually am.
Someone who walks into a room and sees what it's quietly trying to say.
That's what I bring to my room makeover and styling sessions. I'm not coming in with a formula. I'm coming in to see your space, with your life in it, and help you figure out what it's actually asking for.
If something feels off but you can't put your finger on what, that's exactly where we start.
Send me a DM and let's talk about your room. 🌿
Mural by Rufina Luis Gomez in Oaxaca
Dress from Esprit de la Femme in Nelson
Sign by Speedpro Nelson