27/09/2026
You see the gazebo,although in a busy marketplace can be as lonely as the hospital bedside, if your mind is somewhere else. And today mine definitely is.
Tomorrow is Esmee's 18th Birthday and this is huge for our family.
For those of you guys who were with us through that part of Esmee's life know how hard that was for us as a family.
But for those of you who weren't let me just say. There was a period of Esmee's life where many doctors,consultants prepared us for the end of Esmee's life, again and again.
And here she is about to turn 18 years old. Adulthood.
I can't tell you how hard and for how long we prayed for this day but it hit me yesterday like a ton of bricks.
So today I need to be at home, with my family.
I'm sorry if I'm letting anyone down but I'm hoping people understand that I can't simply put on a smile today and get on with it. Xx
Have a lovely weekend and thank you for being amazing.
Natalie ###x