The Holistic Junkie

23/03/2026

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Leslie Jones tackles one of the great mysteries of life: What the hell is wrong with men? She dives into the male loneliness epidemic, misogynistic podcasts,...

23/03/2026

Here's just a look into my first month back on a very strict phase one diet...

What's in your Belly!?!

Soooooo many amazing recipes, as time goes by when I have time I will go through each individual photo and label it and instruct a recipe if anybody is interested. Everything is holistic organic and homeopathic.

It's anti mycotoxic foods and non-fungal inducing foods and digestive acceptive recipes...

23/03/2026

Greetings darklings you all will be excited and happy to know that I am back on my holistic journey and my cleansings, willpower has definitely been tested lately, many fails and microfails have been noted, I'm literally just trying to keep from taking myself out LOL

So with that being said please note that what you eat will become you so if you eat s*** yes you're exactly understand what I'm saying. You will be nothing but that. If you love yourself, you will eat to live not live to eat. Take your life into your own hands, don't let anybody tell you differently, you know who you are and you know what you're about, even when you have doubt, please try your best to find yourself find that strength deep down inside of you that resilience and wake the f****** and get out of this matrix...

Video walks you through 1999 to now, 27 years of pain, suffering, self-torture, self pride, ego bursting, ego death, destroyed internal systems, and a frayed body.

All to suit the White man's weird pedophilic ideology that all women should be bald in areas that they should have hair, where women need to have tiny waists like they've never given birth, and they all should have no breasts to look like 12 year old boys.

Now that's not some type of actual pursuit that I tried, after being a survivor of so much abuse mental physical and yes multiple essay issues, I would never try to pursue a look of an adolescent child. So I'm very proud that I have always held my head high and have always been proud to be the woman that I am but within that pride also came scrutiny it's a double-edged sword friends, but I knew that my 400 lb body would never get me into art spaces and places I wanted to, so I had to torture myself mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually to try to become something that I wasn't but I became and I am now here. Please do not be like me, do not fall for the conformities of man.

23/03/2026

Remember I was Huge at one time. Welp, here we are

From 21-24

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Before I chose a weight loss journey, but back then it was because of societal standards not because I needed to now I'm on the cleansing and health journeys from time to time for health reasons not because I want to be thin not that anything is wrong with being thin, or supersized, the point is health, health that's what's important...

Soon the weight loss journey photos I'm sharing stuff that I don't think anybody has seen I just found these pictures from like 10 years ago from old hard drive, however images are from 1999 -2004, so I know nobody has seen these...

24/08/2025

An amazing pan fried salmon, mixed veggie slaw, and asparagus for the win...

What's in your belly

16/01/2025

20 years ago I wieghed over 400 pounds,today I am 250, but got down to 175, I hated myself so bad that before I found the amazing holistic path my father put me on,I developed an eating disorder.

Bulimia some how developed out of nowhere, in my mind, even though fully illogical, I felt that if I ate a lot that day it would be just as smart to get rid of it immediately so it can'thave time to turn into fat, I developed a lot of ailments do to the bulimia, I have been through treatment and therapy, this is something that not many people are proud of expressing to others in the world that they have suffered from eating disorders, but I never got a bypass, nor gastric surgeries of any type, I lost a large portion of my weight due to very poor choices, and now I have to suffer eternally for those stupid choices. Once I started to learn to control the urge to purge, I fell into a sort of binge eating issue, where I would eat and Gorge myself for 2 to 3 weeks of anything & all that I wanted, and then go through a guilt Spurt of about 2 to 3 months of rigorous strenuous exercise on my already damaged body. Why am I telling you all this? Not to get sympathy, trust me I don't want people to feel sorry for me because I'm a fat girl that likes cake, and struggles with it, I want people to know so that they don't make the same choices and screw up their bodies like I have.If you want to be beautiful first and foremost you must accept yourself and love yourself, and then you must change your diet immediately, and exercise no matter what it is at least once a day everyday of the rest of your life. My father almost died when I was 8 years old, I remember him in wheel chairs, on oxygen, nurses would come to our house and put him on fluids. My father cured himself, he has since then became a testimony to his lifestyle change, and I too have struggled with my cleansing recently for I too believe I am Invincible at times, so there now you got to know a little bit more about me, your crazy friend. I lost weight in the beginning due to a major eating disorder for up to five years straight and since then have been on the path to self-love self-care & Self awareness.